From Corporate Burnout to Creative Renaissance: How Sobriety Unlocked My True Voice

Three and a half years ago,

Allison Taylor Conway

made two life-changing decisions: she entered recovery and left her 20-year corporate career to pursue creative work full-time. What emerged wasn't just sobriety—it was a complete creative renaissance.

As a published author, poet, voiceover artist, and certified addiction recovery coach, Alison embodies the transformation many of us dream about but fear we'll never achieve. Her journey from single teenage motherhood through corporate success to creative fulfillment—all while navigating a destructive relationship with alcohol—offers profound insights into the connection between recovery and authentic creative expression.

In my latest conversation, Allison shared the raw truth about creativity, addiction, and the unexpected gifts that emerge when we choose clarity over numbing. Her story challenges the romantic notion that creativity requires self-destruction and proves that our best work often comes from our clearest moments.

Show Notes

[00:00] The Perfect Storm: When Escape Becomes Identity

• How responsibility without emotional tools led to alcohol as the "perfect answer"

• The cultural messaging that alcohol solves everything from celebration to grief

• Why blending in with excessive drinking felt safer than asking for help

• The illusion of high-functioning while slowly losing yourself

[05:00] Breaking the Silence: "I Need Help"

• The profound difficulty of admitting vulnerability, especially for "good girls"

• How perfectionism and people-pleasing create internal pressure cookers

• The belief that needing help and being loved were mutually exclusive

• Why saying "I'm not actually doing okay" felt impossible

[15:00] The Creative Paradox: Big Emotions vs. Responsibility

• Living between two extremes: passionate creativity and shut-down functionality

• How society teaches us to "tone it down" instead of embracing our depth

• The exhausting cycle of performing competence while craving escape

• Finding balance between feeling deeply and functioning responsibly

[22:00] Deconstructing the Artist-Addiction Myth

• The dangerous romance between creativity and self-destruction

• Why poetry felt unsafe in early recovery without alcohol as a "safety net"

• Learning to feel deeply without numbing mechanisms

• The confrontation with your true self that recovery demands

[28:00] The Gifts of Clear-Minded Living

• Genuine laughter returning after months of sobriety

• Self-love without conditions or achievements

• Having honest conversations with young people about substances

• The jarring realization of what drinking actually took away

[32:00] Recovery Skills as Life Skills

• Why everyone needs tools for emotional regulation and presence

• The trap of external validation through technology and metrics

• Trusting your body as your best guiding system

• Breaking free from mental spirals and victim consciousness

[38:00] The Evolution of Sobriety

• Year one: daily struggle and white-knuckling

• Year two: false confidence ("I got this")

• Year three: humbling realization of how much work remains

• Year four: genuine ease and authentic presence in social situations

Key Quotes

"I had that first drink and it was like, where has this been? Alcohol was an immediate love affair. It was like, this is how I escape. This is how I put down all this stress that I don't know how to carry." - Allison Taylor Conway

"I couldn't say the simple things like, I need help. I'm not actually doing okay. I thought I had to be the one that handled everything, that never needed help. It was like you couldn't need help and be loved at the same time." - Allison Taylor Conway

"I feel like there's this through line of extremes, like with alcoholism... if one is good, more is better. I was so passionate and so creative and everything felt so big and so deep, and then the opposite extreme was responsibility—don't feel anything, just get it done." - Allison Taylor Conway

"One of the most beautiful things about recovery is simply the fact that I laugh a million times more during the day than I ever did... this laughter that was like, Oh my God, where did that come from?" - Allison Taylor Conway

"I feel like you need recovery skills to exist in this world that we live in. Everybody." - Allison Taylor Conway

Resources Mentioned

• Authors: Annie Grace, Holly Whitaker, Laura McGowan

• Books: Luminae and Vane (Allison's poetry collections)

• Concepts: Early sobriety (first five years), high-functioning alcoholism, meditation practice

Where to Find Allison

• Recovery Writing: Dry Humor Me

• Poetry: The Wildflower Field

• Recent Essay: The 12 best things about 1200 days sober

Thank You

A heartfelt thank you to everyone who joined us live for this conversation—your presence and engagement make these conversations possible. And to

Allison Taylor Conway

for showing us that genuine laughter, self-love, and creative authenticity are the real gifts waiting on the other side of recovery.

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P.S. This conversation reminded me why I love hosting these live discussions. There's something magical about real-time connection between sober creatives. Please tag a friend or someone you may think would be great to sit down with!