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Finding Your Creative Voice Without the Noise: A Raw Conversation on Sobriety and Storytelling

Episode 008 of Clear Conversations with Katie MacBride

The conversation that changes everything often starts with admitting the one truth we've been running from. For Katie MacBride, that moment came at 23, in a hospital bed with a blood alcohol level that should have killed her—0.4, five times the legal limit. What followed wasn't just recovery, but a complete reimagining of what it means to create authentically.

Katie, now a health science journalist whose work appears in New York Magazine, Rolling Stone, and beyond, has spent the last 17 years proving that our most powerful creative work emerges not from chaos, but from clarity. Through her newsletter "Ask A Sober Lady," she's become a vital voice for anyone questioning the myth that substances fuel creativity, offering instead the radical proposition that our truest artistic voice is waiting on the other side of that conversation we've been avoiding.

Show Notes

[00:00] The Moment Everything Changed

  • Katie's wake-up call: surviving a 0.4 blood alcohol level at 23

  • The psych ward revelation that broke through years of denial

  • Why direct confrontation about drinking often backfires completely

  • The defensive mechanisms that keep us trapped in destructive patterns

[06:30] The Life Support System

  • How alcohol becomes an "emotional support animal" for creatives

  • The myth of needing substances to access our authentic selves

  • Why early drinking experiences can feel transformative for sensitive people

  • The isolation that comes from believing "no one understands what this means to me"

[14:00] Creative Identity Crisis

  • Dismantling the romanticized "drunk brilliant writer" archetype

  • Katie's attempt to emulate Hemingway: early morning drinking sessions that ended in passing out

  • The brutal reality: always prioritizing the substance over the creative work

  • How substances actually block access to our authentic creative voice

[20:00] Life on the Other Side

  • Building a quiet, intentional life in rural Washington with goats and purpose

  • How animals force presence and interrupt destructive thought patterns

  • Transitioning from AA meetings to newsletter writing as a recovery practice

  • The evolution of recovery needs over time

[28:00] The Writing Life Reimagined

  • Using the newsletter to maintain a consistent creative practice

  • The importance of capturing "glimmers"—those flash moments of inspiration

  • How audiobooks replaced TV to stay connected to literary craft

  • Building sustainable creative rhythms without the chaos

[33:00] Defining Recovery Your Way

  • Katie's practical definition: "abstinence from deliberate consumption of alcohol"

  • The difference between sobriety (not drinking) and recovery (ongoing growth)

  • Why rigid rules often alienate people who need help most

  • The danger of one-size-fits-all approaches to recovery

[36:00] Media Representation Matters

  • The best portrayals of addiction: 28 Days, Clean and Sober, Single Drunk Female

  • Why most drunk characters in media miss the mark completely

  • The strange intimacy of treatment: strangers becoming survival partners

  • How accurate representation can save lives

Key Quotes

"If you knew what it felt like for me to be sober, you'd never ask me to be that way. And it just, like, I think about it all the time. Because that is what it felt like. It felt like this injustice." - Katie MacBride

"I was always going to prioritize the drinking over the writing. Always." - Katie MacBride

"One of the best things about animals is how much they will force you to be in the present moment." - Katie MacBride

"Too many hard and fast rules really just serve to alienate people who need help. And that's not what we should be trying to do." - Katie MacBride

Resources Mentioned

  • Ask A Sober Lady Newsletter - Katie's Substack offering recovery advice and essays

  • Books: Works by Hemingway, Pam Houston's concept of "glimmers"

  • Films: 28 Days, Clean and Sober, Single Drunk Female (TV series)

  • West Wing - Leo McGarry character as positive recovery representation

Where to Find Katie

Join the Movement

Katie's story illuminates a truth many of us are discovering: our most authentic creative work doesn't require substances—it requires presence. If you're ready to explore what your unfiltered creative voice might sound like, you're not alone in this journey.

Unfiltered Creation is my 90-day 1:1 coaching experience designed specifically for creatives ready to align their work, sobriety, and purpose. Together, we'll build the practices, mindset, and support system you need to create from clarity rather than chaos.

This isn't about following someone else's path—it's about discovering your own. Ready to see what emerges when you stop numbing and start creating?

to explore if this feels like the right next step for your creative journey.

Thank You

A heartfelt thank you to

, , , and everyone who joined us live for this conversation, and to for her extraordinary honesty and wisdom. Your presence and engagement make these conversations possible.


What's Next

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Each step forward is an act of creative rebellion.

Thanks for walking this path with me.

Josh


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